You know the feeling......

 

That yucky gucky feeling in your gut

when you  know something decidedly unpleasant is coming up

but you don't know exactly how it's going to play out

or what it will do to you

 

you know it's going to happen

soon

but you don't know when

you just want it to be over with so that you can put it behind you

and start, again, at day 1.

 

you can't concentrate

you make way too many trips to the bathroom

if you were an alcoholic you could make the yucky gucky go away for now

if you were into drugs you could deaden the feelings

but you're not either one and it would just lead to more yucky gucky anyways

 

So sleep is the only option

You could enhance that sleep

Make it more of an unconsciousness than a sleep

You're capable of that, have done it before

but in the end, where does that get you

 

So, you wait with open ears and baited breath.

Get it over with and start anew.

 

 

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